just ephemeral corpses
“if you have it, you just waltz effortlessly in the rooms you want to be in”
~ thanks to julia furlan, alex laughlin, elena fernandez collins, sandhya dirks, b.a. parker, molly woodstock, and ariana martinez.
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breathe in and hold your breath…
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the old haunts
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For four seconds you aren’t living, then it comes back again
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so much of this time
ocean breeze
lying next to you
fingertips like trees
heating pad inbetween
first snow
let it go
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having a panic attack in a store, trying to calm the anger, it creeping back up until it can no longer be contained and having to leave the store, blaming everyone but myself, realizing the issue, taking a walk to lower my heart rate
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take one minute.
recognize what is happening.
allow life to be just as it is.
investigate inner experience.
non-identification.
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a relationship slowly unravels
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special thanks to the fall 2019 “made in ny” podcasting class, james kim, ari mejia, and ashley lusk
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is emotional distance
How we keep tabs on ourselves and others.
In October of 2019, I noticed the NYPD installed floodlights in my neighborhood. I noticed how the floodlights bled into the windows of neighbors, even as it was nearing bedtime. They had no say in the light and noise pollution of these machines.
I was curious about all the ways that surveillance manifests itself, and the residual effects of it. On a micro-level, I was thinking about how I surveill myself, framing my face in the phone camera and where that information is sent. On a macro-level, I wondered about how “public utilities” such as free WiFi hotspots––like LinkNYC––track and provide demographic data, perhaps leading to the installation of police floodlights.
The essay I read was a meditation on how I surveill and self-edit myself, and I was deeply interested in how that interacts with the frameworks of companies that depend on surveillance economics.
lemme get some room tone real quick
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the sound of drunkenly looking out the back of a cab at 2:38am
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trust the process
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